I’m a nice guy, that’s not too bad looking, yet i have been without a lasting relationship in such a long time. and because of that, because i have been shot down so hard many times before, because of my mental ailments that are inherited. i shrink each time i hear one of those deep love songs. it kills me inside.
i hope to god i am not sounding like some nerdy pervo creep, but i have to let this out, before it too, destroys me.